are so alike.
so they fucked up our schedule so we had to come into school yesterday and today. to do animation. so i went to school and then ihad to go to work. i’ve worked 6 hrs over the last two days, ontop of going to school for 6 hrs. ugh. im so knackered. lol that’s what they so over here for tired. hahahaha.
i fucking love animation and i would totally do it if i could draw but i can’t so i’m not going to. we watched some in class today, they were so fucking awesome.
i’m really thinking that art school was a huge mistake, but whatever, i’m not tripping. getting a foundation degree will at least help me get into another school here in the uk. so i think im going to try to study art history or just plain history. im not sure though. history would be pretty boring, but i’m really into history. but only certain things. if only i could pick and choose what i would want to learn. maybe i should go back to the states for college? but then that would mean that this whole year would be wasted and all this money would be wasted. i need to make this count for something. but then if i stayed here the fees are fucking outragous. it’s like £11,000 each year for a ba. not including living expenses. ughhh. ahhhhhh what am i going to do. i don’t even know what to major in!!!
i thought i ran out of internet but i guess i didn’t i also bought more yesterday but i dunno how to make it work. sometimes i hate this country.
i also have tried to set up a bank account like 5 times now. i officially have an appointment on Tuesday though. hahahaha. fucking hell i have to make an appointment to fucking open a fucking bank account how absurd.
in other news.
i need to figure out where my and my boy are going to live though.
in other other news.
i think my job might be giving me a rash. i touch old books all day and then i scratch my self in random places and then bumps spring up, unless i have like bed bugs or something which i have read to have happened in my dorm. ugh gross. i have also broken three nails since i have started this job. not to be all girly about it or whatever but it fucking hurts.
in other other other news.
i have no money. i had to borrow 50p from my flatmate today to do laundry. i think it is fucking outrageous that they want to charge me every fucking time i get money out. no fucking way bitches you are not getting my money. from 9/07-9/23 they have already charged me 32.08 just on foreign fees. alsdkfja;sldjk fuck that. so i have no money until i open a bank account which i hope will be on tuesday.
my room smells funny. time to go inspect.
